I admit I've been caught up in so many things that I've forgotten to sit in on corner and write to my heart's content. Thoigh I'm not quite certain if it's being tangled up in so many strings that's stopped me from writing but it could also be from sheer exhaustion, or maybe onfusion to the point that I withdrew from the blogging world altogether.
Also, it has been one of my main commandments not to turn this blog into some angst-ridden page. You can say I abided by the shut-up-when-you-don't-have-anything-nice-to-say rule somewhat.
You're probably thinking about what propelled me back to life. I'll let you in on this. My office PC froze. Again. :D And here I am, doing it the old-fashioned way, scribbling as if I have been granted just 15 minutes to reenter this blogging world. And so I write while the tech guy (a.k.a. Steve) tinkers with my PC. And yeah, I will have to rewrite this when I find the time. Be it next week or tomorrow. And for sure my boss is gonna strangle me if she finds out I've been blogging. Hehehe.
But come to think of it. I miss it. This. The giddy feeling. The eagerness. Everytime I visit nenggit.blogdrive.com, I get an eerie, sad feeling, like I'm going home to an empty house where my footsteps echo through the halls, and the furniture all covered with dust.
No welcome party. No hugs. No music floating through the air. No free drinks for everyone. The place that used to feel like home is now empty. Cold. Dull. Lifeless. And the sad truth is, it's all my fault.
We're gonna have to do something about it, shouldn't we? So send out the invites. Pass on the margaritas. I'm back. So hit me.
One more time.
Or maybe two.
Hmmm. Don't stop.
*please note that this entry was originally written on November 23.
